After Self was illuminated in Dec 2007, I unwittingly turned away from the Holy Spirit, and back to ego. In August of 2008 I had a severe mental health break down, and essentially became unable to function upright for several years. In 2010 I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder. I discovered through psychosis that I cannot live a life without God’s Love; therefore, I stopped turning to ego. Mental illness continues as long as I identify with the brain as the source of life, and not God. I am Healed of that very thought, when I join in God’s Love.