In this experience, bipolar disorder is made up by alternating between listening to the Voice for God which unifies, and the voice of ego that separates. Listening to the Voice for God always brings ineffable joy. Listening to ego always promotes depression, anxiety and suicidal ideation. When I wanted to die, it was due to … Continue reading The return to innocence
Category: Mental Illness
After Self was illuminated in Dec 2007, I unwittingly turned away from the Holy Spirit, and back to ego. In August of 2008 I had a severe mental health break down, and essentially became unable to function upright for several years. In 2010 I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder. I discovered through psychosis that I cannot live a life without God’s Love; therefore, I stopped turning to ego. Mental illness continues as long as I identify with the brain as the source of life, and not God. I am Healed of that very thought, when I join in God’s Love.