It was the ego-self's quitting Love that, metaphysically speaking, brought paradise down. The ego part of the mind that clings to the thought of quitting Love naturally threatens your suicide, in order to bring about your allegiance to the idea of separation through paralyzing grief. And yet, it could never actually do it, because it … Continue reading Gray matter
Category: Mental Illness
After Self was illuminated in Dec 2007, I unwittingly turned away from the Holy Spirit, and back to ego. In August of 2008 I had a severe mental health break down, and essentially became unable to function upright for several years. In 2010 I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder. I discovered through psychosis that I cannot live a life without God’s Love; therefore, I stopped turning to ego. Mental illness continues as long as I identify with the brain as the source of life, and not God. I am Healed of that very thought, when I join in God’s Love.