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The Interchange I Am

This morning my husband complimented my work in the kitchen. He said, “You have gone from can-opener queen to gourmet sandwich maker!” I laughed at the description and yet without skipping a beat, these words from the the Divine Iliad came forth in response, “I am not life. Nor am I death. I am the interchange between the two.”

In the State in the Fire of October 2009, in a timeless flash of absolute Self-awareness, the universe belonging to a seemingly separate, formed body-self that seems to live and die by an infinity of tragic and comedic acts disappeared, and the formless Self unified in the Self of God was spontaneously known to be this interchange.

Immediately after the State, it was as if previously working brain connections had all been discontinued. By attempting to resume identification with the body-self divided from the State I seemed to lose all sense of waking balance; all balance resided within the Identity of the one undivided Self. It seemed, as I tried to continue being who I used to think I was, as if I was something like a brain injury survivor. I had to form new neuronal connections, one step, one thought, one idea at a time, that were in alignment with the knowledge of absolute unity, of absolute balance, that was revealed in the State. I had to discontinue all the old unbalancing programming and activities that had manufactured a brain that alternated between depression and mania with little to no middle ground, by recalling the nonlinear inner knowledge of balance and employing it on the linear surface. Almost nine years later, I believe I have succeeded in creating a balanced brain that functions not on the false programming that says by identification with the body that I may live and that I may die, but by the truth of the eternal Life of the interchange between life and death that is the Self of God I am.

Today, Aug 26, 2018, as I was riding my bike, the more I moved the body, the stiller I became within. I recognized this stillness. I parked the bike and sat the body down, under the wispy clouds and with the gentle tussle of wind on a children’s play apparatus, to rest in the interchange, one with the Self I am.

All descriptions of pairs of opposites remained in place, they did not wholly disappear as they did in the State in the Fire, and yet they all became both quantitatively and qualitatively one with the interchange. My seemingly separate body became one with the one body of creation that is eternally transforming in perfect balance between the pairs of opposite conditions that dictate the appearance and disappearance of mass. I called a friend. As I spoke to her, and described the State, I told her that my voice sounded like a recording playing back to me – a recording of words already spoken.

I am one with the interchange between life and death, between all pairs of opposites. I am one with the interchange between male and female, between hot and cold, between here and there, between cube of space and sphere of sun, between comedy and tragedy. I am one with the water becoming the clouds and with the clouds becoming water. I am one with the old becoming the young, and the young becoming the old: I am one with the entire cycle of the ending that never is, seemingly forming the beginning that never was. I, one with my Fathering Self, am one qualitative interchange between all seeming divisions of our unified Love.

After an hour or so of timelessness, the body remembered to seem to move in time as it grew tired of sitting in the playground. I balanced it back on the bike, and it rode mindlessly home. I laid it down for another three or so hours of timeless stillness that went by without interference by description. The dogs barked vigorously, the teenagers came and went in fits of raucous laughter, the hammer and saws of the construction next door played their jarring songs, and I was gloriously all of it, and none of it, as I rested purely in the interchange I am.

Copyright@Darcie French 2018

The Life expressed by the Universal One is never lost by its expression

The Life of the Universal One is sealed forever in the One Magnetic Light and never leaves by the electrical lights of duality. Nothing expressed by electrical interchange is ever born nor ever dies. All that lives is the One Light of God, ecstatically thinking to manifest the Life within. Giving motion to the stillness of Idea is the ongoing way that the illusion of mass is created.

“… there never has been a primal cataclysm which created the universe” (Walter Russell)

There has never been a “big bang”, or a separation by the Son from the Father that caused a “split” that resulted in the universe of form entrapping the Supreme Being of Man. The only split there could be is to give reality to the unrealities of “quantities of sensed matter in motion” (Walter Russell). This split can only happen by identity and reality placed in one half of the wave cycle, without acknowledging the eternal interchange between both halves that are One.

There is only the one balanced universal equilibrium of Source that is polarized into a simulation of that balance by the Pulse of Life — which is God’s Thinking — that expresses the Life sealed within the one equilibrium of Source.

Man shares the ability to express the Life within, and has made a world of perception based on the idea of a love that can die. Man looks upon a death-less creation and sees something that is not there. Man has thus far been lead by the senses that perceive only half of the cycle of creation, by a limited and deceptive perception of that half. When man knows the entire cycle he will no longer be deceived by the senses.

Mankind is unfolding to the still knowledge backing the illusion of the moving expression of Life. Mankind is unfolding to the comprehension that black holes and suns are one, and that they eternally interchange and eternally periodically reproduce the entire production.

The entire Idea of Man is contained in the one volume of the black hole or cube of space and the centering sun. The black hole is but the expanded half of the cycle of the Idea being expressed, and the sun is but the concentrated half.  Perception is formed in stages that concentrate light waves from the black hole into the sun, and is unformed in stages that decentrate the concentrated light waves back to the black hole. This interchange between appearance and disappearance is by the polarized division of the One Light into the two electric ones. The One Magnetic Light Lives in the stillness of balanced ecstasy, and the two electric ones express this Life by the moving simulation of balanced interchange.

All that the God-Mind knows of this division and the interchange of the seemingly formed with the seemingly formless is ecstasy. When man identifies with the Identity and Reality of the God-Mind, he Knows that the Ecstatic Life in the One Light is never lost by the division that expresses Life, and that He, as God’s Eternal Idea, and his body, made in God’s eternal image, are as eternal as God.

Copyright@Darcie French

“I” is never divided by the illusion of “I am”

In the state in the fire, the universe of form wholly disappeared into the One Formless Ecstatic Interchange between the two lights of creating that are simultaneously extended and retracted from the One Light of God to make the illusion of form appear from the Formless. My image refolded back into Formless Source, and I became one with the Ecstasy of the Image Maker Thinking to Conceive my image.

When perception kicked back in and everything reappeared, I realized I had never actually been divided into seeming Eve, nor seeming Adam. I am forever both-in-one; these lights interchange within the One Light of the Universal Self of Me. I am the One light, not one of the seeming-to-be-separate two. They are the ecstatic Pulse of Creating, never separated from the One Creator.

Confirmation that “I” is never divided by “I am” from the Divine Iliad:

Hear Me again say there are not two halves of a divided one in all the pairs of opposites of My universe. There are but a seeming two, and each one of these is of the other one while seeming to be two. And each becomes the other one sequentially to maintain that seeming.”

Copyright@Darcie French



Balance thinking to forget the body and live in a state of ecstasy

What is the motion in the Stillness? Motion is a simulation of rest that extends and retracts rest from rest. Seeming motion is God’s perfectly balanced, dynamic thinking that ever comes from and returns to His absolute rest. From rest in Source come all illusions of activity.

Man shares the Mind of God and the innate ability to think dynamically, and to bring to seeming life his own idea. Man works with the Image Maker of the Self on creating his own image.

When man works in tandem with God’s Pulse of Life; by rhythmic, equal interchange between rest and activity, man knows only the Self-Ecstasy of the Normal State of Mind. The body is forgotten, for it can only seem to be made physical and therefore subject to pain by unbalanced thinking.

I love the following quote from the Divine Iliad that describes how the universe of seeming motion disappears into the dynamic stillness. All “movement” that can never be made real by the belief that Mind can be made physical is qualitatively Known as mental ecstasy:

E’en though fast moving things of man’s sensing move fast, they simulate My rest, while moving, from which they sprang into seeming motion. Again I say, My universe is but seeming forms of My imagining which seem to move to record the dual pulsing of My balanced thinking. Wherefore I say, the burdens of man are made by man in the image of his unbalanced thinking. Likewise the illnesses of man are fruit of his own making. Balanced thinking is an ecstasy which knows no burden, no fatigue nor imperfection. From man’s own unbalanced thinking emanate the toxins of fatigue, and divers sicknesses, and fears. Wherefore I say, come unto Me, ye self-burdened. Find rest in Me by being Me.

Copyright@Darcie French 2018

Be no body, and rest in the Autopilot of the Universal One ~ Who Knows only Ecstatic Love

Jesus Christ was master at forgetting the body and resting in the ecstasy of the Pulse of Life that is Knowledge Becoming, or Love Begetting, and has nothing to do with sensing.  To forget the senses of the body and let it run on Autopilot is to remember the ecstasy of the Christ that is the pinnacle of man’s mountain top.

Jesus did not suffer on the cross as the ego would have one believe; he went to his mountain top. He was ever in a state of Ecstatic Union with the Father that forgets the body. Jesus Knew in ecstasy that he was no body; he was wholly lead by Ecstasy’s Autopilot. The ego tried to prove he was a body by killing the embodiment, but the ego could not touch the ecstasy of the Son Knowing the Father bringing embodiment Home.

The Interchange between Knowledge and Thought is a Pulse Beat that goes from the Zero of Stillness (Walter Russell) back to the Zero of Stillness. Thought returning to Knowledge is the same ecstasy as Knowledge becoming Thought. That which is expressed is that which is de-expressed, and it’s all Love. Love radiating on the way out is the same as Love gravitating on the way in. Life and death perceptually represent the One Interchange between the two. We say, “life and death” because our perception has not yet fully evolved to be able to perceive creation happening all at once.

Rest in the Autopilot of the Universal One; give the body over to the Will of the Sonship for the Purpose of ascension. Man will eventually get to the Knowing point where his body operates by instinct, totally in tandem with the Universal Pulse: the body of no concern to him like God’s Body is of no concern to Him. All Homo Spiritus Knows is to Give Love, as it will be reGiven as such, and this is the Way he learns to rest in His Equilibrium, no matter what is happening with the physical.

The body evolves through the eons towards 360 degree perception of ecstatic Oneness that requires no regeneration of unfolding concept for comprehension to take place. One becomes wholly One with God, Mind and Body no longer seem separate. When God’s Concept of Man has fully unfolded, the Value of division will be Wholly Known. Man will Know and rest in the Stillness of only Love, and Conceive of and Comprehend only Love in all of its expressions.

The Pulse of Life is eternal. One does transcend identification with the repeating body for the ecstasy of ever Knowing only its Unity in One Body; one ceases to identify with the embodiment of the Idea of Love beyond making instinctual adjustments that serve its continuous forgetting, and keep the door open to the continuous Memory of Love Begetting. The physical universe is Love’s Origami, unfolding and refolding forever in the images of Love’s imaginings; and God and His Sons, in the surety of Being, Give and reGive only Love. One ceases to identify with the appearance of the flowers going to seed of life, for the Ecstasy of the Flower of Life’s full comprehension.

Copyright@Darcie French