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Transcending the fantasy of “never returning”

Q: I think part of my current feelings of being stuck relates to being frustrated that I know how “it is supposed to be” with myself and the world, but realizing neither I nor the world is there yet gets me down.  And the thought of having to repeat continuously, well, YIKES.  The thing that keeps me “going” is my attempts at surrender and acceptance of what just is.  WR (I believe) teaches reincarnation isn’t forever once a person is enlightened.  It seems to me after this lifetime that you are “finished” with this reality of non-reality.  Do you ever have longings about not ever returning?

A: There is nothing wrong, or sinful about manifesting a body of unreality; if that were the case, God would not create any kind of elements to work with. What is incorrect thinking is to correlate the reality and identity of the shared Self of God with the unrealities of perception that are leveraged from the reality of the fulcrum of the Self.

The play is eternal; the elements that make up the body never die – they are what forever repeat and can be worked with as desired. Idea, and desire to embody idea, is eternal. One is forever using the elements created by God to simulate a framework for developing desired abilities. What isn’t eternal is the belief that one is slave to the elements vs. master of them. What isn’t eternal are the emotions that are seemingly attached to polarization and depolarization for re-polarization of the elements and the transforming compilations of them that simulate the ideas backing their use. Emotions are truly only a problem if they are given power over the still, unchanging and eternal fulcrum of Self-control. One with the fulcrum, only ecstasy is known of the interchanging lights of polarization and depolarization.

One ceases being an unknowing actor in the play by becoming a knowing one.  Transformation from an unknowing actor to a knowing one happens by those “ah-ha” moments and/or in a timeless flash; realization is not subject to polarization or depolarization of the current body. The concept of returning is purely theoretical as one never leaves, nor returns, to the fulcrum.

One says, “Yikes!” to the thought of repeating the same unknowing errors, “Hallelujah!” to the knowledge that undoes those errors by their desired transformation. The gaining of knowledge is innate to evolution as mankind desires to know and work with Source. The initial impetus towards gaining this knowledge may seem to take a good deal of effort, but then inertia, the multiplied desire of will of the Self, takes over.

Until man becomes the fulcrum of his Self, through Cosmic knowing he is but an extension of the fulcrum which moves the universe but when his Self becomes the fulcrum of his Self through knowing the Light of universal Self, he then moves the universe.” (Walter Russell, part 12)

Mankind in general is just passing the point of this great effort, and the momentum of inertia is about to kick in. By the realization of Self-power and the application of it, one does indeed become, as you say, “finished with the reality of non-reality”. And yet the body will continue, transformed by desire for new and improved abilities and ecstatically under the control of the will of desire in Mind.

As one comes to live in the “Godhead” and to apply the knowledge in Mind, one with the fulcrum of power that the Self is, one manifests desired abilities by directing the thought levers of movement at will. Knowing how to simulate ideas with bodies without giving identity and reality to them (and therefore without seeming to be an emotional subject of the “life” and “death” of those bodies) is the climax of the play and the end of the unknowing actor. The realization plus application of the power of working with universal law vs. against it ends the seeming entrapment by the “forgetful flesh” and destroys the belief systems that went along with the ignorance of how power works. It is well to accept that mankind is not yet at the period of inertia and to have patience.

As the fulcrum of the universal body is Self-realized and this realization is applied, memory of realization and application of realized knowledge remains intact; there is no longer any of the amnesia of “unknowing”. One knows exactly how the body came to be as it seems, and how to transform the seeming as desired. Repetition of a body continues because desire is ever present within the fulcrum to embody idea — the desire to create is eternal. And yet, embodiment becomes under the Self-control of the knowledge of Oneness with God the Creator of universal law vs. remaining under the spell of seeming separation. It is the sense of separation from the fulcrum of power and control that inspires the “yikes”. It is knowledge of union that inspires the “hallelujahs”. Therefore, forever seek to bring knowledge to the forefront of Mind and to apply it. Please read Walter and Lao Russell’s 12 part home study course to that end. After you have read it once, go through the entire thing again. I printed off all the parts and organized them into binders. I read nightly before I go to bed.

No one wants to return to the way things seemed to be prior to the realization that the body manifests and de-manifests to re-manifest under universal law out of desire for it to do so, and that it’s expression is under knowing Self-control. No one wants to return to being slave to matter once matter has been mastered. The fear of being slave to repetition of the way things seem to be while under the spell of separation is only present while the mechanics of reincarnation are theoretical. Once those mechanics are innately realized, and one begins to work knowingly with them instead of unwittingly against them, the glorious truth of knowledgeable reincarnation eradicates the fear. Little by little, or in the blink of an eye, as you go through the course, this knowledge will come to you as your own.

99.9% of us are seemingly born into the flesh unknowing, but we all reach the end of the unknowing acting wherein each and every one of us knows we are the one and only Supreme Person acting as desired, and that our seeming to be individual personal bodies are extensions from the one point that expresses the entirety of desire for the body (which is one in the same as God’s body). Everything one learns is carried forth; it is refolded into one’s seed pattern. Nothing is ever lost. The “speed” at which one reaches the end of the play to be in control of re-patterning the seed is the measure of desire to seek, know, and be God.

The longing to never have to return disappears as one leaves the concept of existence without creation behind, and follows through with the completion of desired conceptions.

Copyright@Darcie French 2018

Dear Mankind

The ascension is to a qualitative mental state that includes knowledge that when applied, equates to eternally being enabled to create balanced simulations of reality. The ascension puts a stop to continual seeming rebirth “into” the forgetful flesh and begins the eternity of life lived in Heaven with the body being controlled by Mind vs. enslaved by the senses.

The ascension is not, as commonly believed by the masses, a physical experience noted by the senses that gives the physical bodies of some more survival power than others (“others” being those who have not made the literal discovery believed to unearth the truth). The ascension is not about physical powers gleaned from literal discoveries but about the uncovering of the innate knowledge that enables the creation of Source-empowered states of physical well-being.

360 degree perception is not about trumping the material world and thus proving a limited portion of mankind’s “might over right”. It is not about locating a spaceship buried beneath the sphinx of an Egyptian pyramid that can potentially “fight (literal) alien bad guys” and/or take us off the planet we are self-destructing on out of sheer ignorance when it comes to applying knowledge. It is about uncovering the buried knowledge of how to transcend the alien thought that one is separated from the truth of what the ascension actually is, and how that knowledge can be applied individually for the universal betterment of all.

The ascension is about recalling the knowledge of being one with Source. It is about recalling the state of Mind that doesn’t locate all value in the seemingly living and dying simulated quantifications of the one reality and the one identity of Man. The ascension is the realization of the quality of eternal life that transcends all temporal perceptions of illusion.

So many seem to be putting value almost solely in the simulation of creation vs. the knowledge of Oneness with the Creator of it. So many with money and influence are still seeking for remnants of the ancient past in order to recreate a future of powering over ignorance with the enjoyment of temporary accolades vs. the ongoing application of innate eternal knowledge.

Many in the limelight of today’s New Age thinkers are still seeking for truth in the world of unrealities. Many are still putting faith into the deceptions of the senses, and ignoring that which is known.

Walter Russell explained how the universe works many many years ago – no “new” discoveries are necessary beyond the sharing, freely, of how to apply ancient knowledge in the now for the public good. This knowledge is explained by redeemer figures such as Jesus Christ as often as necessary (the necessity of the explanations bring driven by the decision of mankind to war against the Law of Love vs. to work with it) as Father Brahma’s yugas cycle from seed of idea to fully unfolded simulation of idea back to the seed to again unfold.

The physical universe unfolds to it’s high point of evolution to refold back to it’s starting point forever and ever. Countless times has the cosmic play started and ended until the star of the show realizes that he/she lives not as a living/dying body but solely as one with the eternally ecstatic, balanced interchange between all beginnings and endings of the entire repeating simulation of all of the one idea of creation.

It is again high time for mankind to go within to innate knowledge and by doing so uncover the buried truth, and from that point of ascension, apply the knowledge that is revealed.

Might I suggest the redemption of studying Walter and Lao Russell’s 12 part home study course. It is a focus point that leads away from the prideful accolades of discoveries of might for the few and towards the innate truth that is everyone’s right to know and apply. There are links to the information online. It is all free.

Copyright@Darcie French 2018

On Becoming Cosmic Man

All of mankind comes to understand fully from non-dimensional knowledge that the past and the future are one in the same – everyone comes to know the One Stillness backing the feedback/feedforward loop of seeming motion that creates and de-creates matter for its re-creation. Time seemingly going forward is simultaneously voided by time seemingly going backwards – both halves eternally power the other. Both halves together as one represent one eternity.

There is One Being Who thinks a still equilibrium of knowledge into seemingly opposite but potentially equal conditions to present the illusion of the one idea – creation- forever becoming manifest.

There is no life nor death to creation, there is only the illusion of them – all of Life is within the still equilibrium and never leaves it by the illusions of space and time that are necessary to make idea appear to be manifest.

The One Being that is God/Self/I is eternally aware of the ecstatic, rhythmic interchange between the seeming life and the seeming death of creation. The ultimate goal for all is to know and work with the Law of Love that creation is founded upon and to thereby know of Oneness with Self-ecstasy throughout all the periodicities of creation’s wave. There is only one element that seems to be a multitude of various different things.

The Bhagavad Gita explains the repetitive cycling of the yugas. Walter Russell explains it too. Those in our ancient past that knew more than we do ‘now’ are us ‘in the future’. This knowledge has eternally unfolded at various mature positions in the wave, and then refolded back into the idea’s seed to again unfold.

“Evolution and creation are one in the same thing” said Dr David R Hawkins.

Cosmic man, by the knowledge and application of the Law of Love, transcends all perceptual belief in wave positionalities to forever live as One with universal equilibrium. No longer subject to belief in ‘life vs death’ he/she has transcended both to live eternally in the balanced stillness of the nonlinear state of creative ecstasy.

Copyright@Darcie French 2018

The Interchange I Am

This morning my husband complimented my work in the kitchen. He said, “You have gone from can-opener queen to gourmet sandwich maker!” I laughed at the description and yet without skipping a beat, these words from the the Divine Iliad came forth in response, “I am not life. Nor am I death. I am the interchange between the two.”

In the State in the Fire of October 2009, in a timeless flash of absolute Self-awareness, the universe belonging to a seemingly separate, formed body-self that seems to live and die by an infinity of tragic and comedic acts disappeared, and the formless Self unified in the Self of God was spontaneously known to be this interchange.

Immediately after the State, it was as if previously working brain connections had all been discontinued. By attempting to resume identification with the body-self divided from the State I seemed to lose all sense of waking balance; all balance resided within the Identity of the one undivided Self. It seemed, as I tried to continue being who I used to think I was, as if I was something like a brain injury survivor. I had to form new neuronal connections, one step, one thought, one idea at a time, that were in alignment with the knowledge of absolute unity, of absolute balance, that was revealed in the State. I had to discontinue all the old unbalancing programming and activities that had manufactured a brain that alternated between depression and mania with little to no middle ground, by recalling the nonlinear inner knowledge of balance and employing it on the linear surface. Almost nine years later, I believe I have succeeded in creating a balanced brain that functions not on the false programming that says by identification with the body that I may live and that I may die, but by the truth of the eternal Life of the interchange between life and death that is the Self of God I am.

Today, Aug 26, 2018, as I was riding my bike, the more I moved the body, the stiller I became within. I recognized this stillness. I parked the bike and sat the body down, under the wispy clouds and with the gentle tussle of wind on a children’s play apparatus, to rest in the interchange, one with the Self I am.

All descriptions of pairs of opposites remained in place, they did not wholly disappear as they did in the State in the Fire, and yet they all became both quantitatively and qualitatively one with the interchange. My seemingly separate body became one with the one body of creation that is eternally transforming in perfect balance between the pairs of opposite conditions that dictate the appearance and disappearance of mass. I called a friend. As I spoke to her, and described the State, I told her that my voice sounded like a recording playing back to me – a recording of words already spoken.

I am one with the interchange between life and death, between all pairs of opposites. I am one with the interchange between male and female, between hot and cold, between here and there, between cube of space and sphere of sun, between comedy and tragedy. I am one with the water becoming the clouds and with the clouds becoming water. I am one with the old becoming the young, and the young becoming the old: I am one with the entire cycle of the ending that never is, seemingly forming the beginning that never was. I, one with my Fathering Self, am one qualitative interchange between all seeming divisions of our unified Love.

After an hour or so of timelessness, the body remembered to seem to move in time as it grew tired of sitting in the playground. I balanced it back on the bike, and it rode mindlessly home. I laid it down for another three or so hours of timeless stillness that went by without interference by description. The dogs barked vigorously, the teenagers came and went in fits of raucous laughter, the hammer and saws of the construction next door played their jarring songs, and I was gloriously all of it, and none of it, as I rested purely in the interchange I am.

Copyright@Darcie French 2018

Give not Reality and Identity to the simulation of creation

The direction of movement that seemingly brings to the senses the illusion of “life” and/or “death” is given utmost importance by the ego of consciousness, when all importance lies solely in the imperceptible balanced stillness of the interchange between the two.

To give the Identity and Reality to the duality of motion is to lose the full bearing of the Truth of Oneness with the Creator of the illusion of motion. Giving over Identity and Reality to a simulation is to become as if the created vs. the Creator, and this effort can never be made true. All suffering lies in the belief in separation from the Creator. Separation lies in the effort to become the created, that seemingly splits the Mind into two different realities.

Creation itself is never created, it is but the seeming quantification in parts of the One Idea that lives alone in the stillness of the Kingdom of Heaven in the Mind of the Creator.

Each and every one lives alone in the Kingdom of Heaven, one with the Source of the illusion of ongoing embodiment and disembodiment. One never actually gains the body or loses it. There is no life, nor is there death in the illusion of space and time. There is only one Reality that is forever lived by one Identity. Give not Reality and Identity to the seemingly created, for nothing ever actually is. All that there ever is, is the Life of the One.

Copyright@Darcie French 2018

Leaving the Body for the Void of Nothingness vs. Oneness with Love

Many times I have left the body, and went into the void of nothingness vs the union of Oneness with Love that was the spontaneous enlightenment of the State in the Fire.

As a young child under the age of five, I was once sexually molested by a much older child. I left the body and have no recall of the events beyond suddenly being woken in the night to the feeling of suffocation by the heaviness of the older boy’s body. This seemed to start a pattern of leaving the body during times of trauma. I was asked recently if the State in the Fire was another such example, as we were leaving a house fire in the middle of the night when it occurred, which could understandably describe a traumatic situation. I don’t believe it was a case of going into the void due to trauma, as the State in the Fire and the nonlinear events leading up to it can be absolutely recalled and described as much more than “nothingness”.

Dr David R Hawkins’ said on describing the void vs the state of Allness with Divinity said, “If there’s nothing there – if Love is missing – it’s the void”. In the State in the Fire I was one with the Cosmos, with All-Knowledge, as the quality of Love itself. It was not a state of nothingness, but the qualitative State of Being One with Everything.

Many times since the traumatic event as a child I have left the body for the void, and while the body was totally or mostly absent, the quality of Love was missing.

I was in a head on car collision in 1994. I didn’t lose consciousness but felt no pain on impact as my chin and chest hit the air-bag-absent steering wheel (I was wearing only a lap belt); I only saw pure blackness and heard only the deep vibrations of the impact – metal folding with metal – as if in slow motion.

Several years later, another car accident occurred, this one a different story not involving my vehicle (my middle daughter reminded me of it recently), but still with only recall of the events leading up to the trauma that evacuated consciousness from the body. I was driving my two young daughters home from school, and a vehicle accident occurred just ahead of us. My vehicle was the first on the scene. I do recall driving around the bend in the road, but then upon coming upon the scene, have only flashes of the memory that my daughter filled in for me. I remember pulling over and getting out of the vehicle, then nothing. Apparently a women had been either struck by another car, or had flown out of her vehicle on impact by another vehicle. I had pulled over, told my daughters to stay in the car, gotten out myself, and waited with the woman. I did not have a cell phone. My daughter said someone else quickly arrived on the scene, said they were a nurse, and took over. 911 was called and when they came, we left the scene. I have only brief flashes of recall of the entire event. Otherwise, there was the void of nothingness while my body operated on Auto Pilot.

Another time I left the body and went into the void, absent of the quality of Love, was when I hyperventilated due to extreme anxiety. It had never happened before (nor since) and I thought I was having a heart attack or a stroke as my hands and feet went numb at first, and then the body fell to the floor and seemed to lose consciousness, and my hands and feet turned inward into “claws”. The ambulance was called. I did not lose consciousness and was vaguely aware of the body and the clawed hands and feet, and of my husband’s voice telling me (ironically) to “keep breathing”. But I was not attached to the body, there was no pain, and consciousness was a kind of soft white blankness.

The State in the Fire was entirely, completely, absolutely different than the times I left the body due to a traumatic event. In the State I was one with Love itself, as the very quality of desire expressed and simultaneously fulfilled. I was unaware of the body to the point that it had never been, nor had the entire universe ever been. And as I left the body, I was fully present in the State of Love Being Love. There are no memory gaps filled with nothingness, there is only the absolutely distinct memory of the desire of Love being expressed, interchanging with the desire of Love being fulfilled.

Copyright©Darcie French 2018

One with “the Zipper”- a description of Being One with Joined Love

The One still Light of the Self is seemingly divided into two equal halves of it that interchange. One side is seemingly male, and one side is seemingly female. One half of the Light is seemingly Adam, and the other half is seemingly Eve.

In December of 2007, after a year of  meditation and of studying the works of Dr David R Hawkins, the “Zipper” that seemingly divides the One Light of Absolute Self-Awareness into two equal, opposite halves that weave the tapestries of consciousness opened up to a joyful dimension that was the seeming polar opposite of the one of grief and emotional pain I was used to perceiving. It was like a black and white world had its counter of a technicolor world. I wanted to live in that technicolor world forever … but kept going seemingly helplessly back and forth between the two.

Then in October of 2009, while escaping from a house fire with my family in the middle of the night, the Zipper spontaneously closed up and I was one with the Zipper itself, aware only of the absolute quality of the joining of both sides … the one joined Zipper is qualitatively Love – each “male” outcropping tooth that interchanged with its perfect opposing “female” gap or in-cropping was qualitatively Love, and joined together “the they” of the division into “male and female” disappeared, and the pairs of opposites were only One Love qualitatively interchanging in One Love.

The Zipper, My Very Self, was dynamically alive by this interchanging Love … not at all stagnant … like a never ending total cosmic state of orgasm. And that state of Love joined in Love was all I had ever known, and all I would ever know for forever more. The worlds of black and white vs. technicolor, which had seemingly been located on either side of the opening between the two halves, completely disappeared – as if they had never been given my attention – as if I had never looked on either side of the opening and said, “I live in a sad world” or “I live in a happy world”. I only Live as Love its Self, as the qualitative interchange of Love; the opposing worlds are only seeming realities (they are total fabrications!).

So I remind My Self when the temptation to switch back and forth between worlds of illusion arises that I am “One with the Zipper” – not with either side of duality.

My book “Without the idea of death: There is only Life”, that provides more of a description of Oneness and references the works of Walter Russell to explain the metaphysics of creating worlds of illusions, is available to download free.

Copyright©Darcie French 2018