Q: Hi. I commented before and already asked this, but I’m not sure I was clear enough on what I was asking. I talked about someone’s infinite love experience.
This person who had a Revelation, first moved from a “black void” stage of intense love, to an even greater intensity of love “white light” stage, to finally an INFINITE love “golden light” stage.
This was all after they had left their body behind and were in spirit.
He always talked about how he would have believed the love to be infinite had he stopped at one of the lower stages. However, the love, even though intense, did not actually become infinite until the final “stage”.
I was wondering if your experience was perhaps something like the void stage and there is more beyond that.
Again, he always emphasized that the love was infinite, truly infinite in nature without a doubt otherwise.
To add, he also emphasized that he didn’t experience “Creator and Created” until the final stage of his Revelation.
A: Though it “happened” in an instant, I can describe it in stages, starting from the agreement to leave the body, up to the Creator and Created part – that is “the part” that is “all in One” and could be classified as the indescribable “final stage”.
I was perceptually leaving a house fire in the middle of the night in October 2009. My own voice said inside my head, “You don’t have to be here for this”. I “felt” 100% internal agreement and as I agreed, fear left and the view quietly, effortlessly changed to outside the body, to the top of the living room curtain rod, which could not have been visible from the body. The transition was not felt by the senses, but gently noticed by Awareness as total loss of fear.
Universal form was gone and I was like a perfect, formless black body. I was the blackness; I, as in, Identification, was the center of it. There was a seeming kind of perception still operating in that there were blips of light, grainy specs, all “around” my center, as if radiating from it. In 2007 consciousness had expanded to include the view from outer space, as if I was traveling in a space suit and taking pictures with my mind. I could see the earth from the moon’s perspective kind of thing, and I was filled with awe. In 2009, the return to the Absolute, the space traveler disappeared in stages of increasing Love, until I was only Pure Love.
The nonlinear “sense” of being centered blackness then disappeared into a totally indescribable interchange – indeed it’s Quality could be described as Light begetting more Light, begetting more Light, Light extending from and returning to its Self, the quality of the Light, Pure Love.
In comparison to your friend’s description, what is “missing” is the “white light” “stage”; the Love “intensity” went from the freedom of leaving the body, to the black voidness of Self-Identity as Love, to the “golden” interchange of Being as Created. Being as created is “All in One” without edges or partition. However, in the context of description, and lining up experience, “going back to the Beginning” did seem to be going “back through” several partitions, or “stages” to the Undivided State.
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