In 2010 I was super high on the spiritual ego, deep into activating the belief that I could “do more”. I believed that time was purely at my disposal, and that I didn’t need to rest within it, but that I could “work it” 24/7. I was barely sleeping, and eventually I lost control of perception. Without sleep, I became virtually unable to organize the information coming back to me from the perceptual world.
These days, I sleep a lot; I realize what is truly meant by “I need do nothing” (ACIM). It is while I am doing nothing that everything is being perfectly organized.