Think you are caught up in an endless web of sin so tightly woven you can never escape? Get over your little dusty self. Your illusions are nothing special.
“The betrayal of the Son of God lies only in illusions, and all his ‘sins’ are but his own imagining. His reality is forever sinless. He need not be forgiven but awakened. In his dreams he has betrayed himself, his brothers and his God. Yet what is done in dreams is not really done.” (ACIM txt pg 351)
One can keep “sinning” in order to avoid Reality as long as one wants, yet one will never be satisfied with a dream.